Jealousy

Assalammualaikum.

Jealous tau x tengok orang dok update pergi makan sana sini. Pergi shopping sana sini. Keluar dengan kawan. Celebrate birthday. Eh?

But me? 

 Happy gila nak test kan padahal jangtung mcm nak terkeluar tunggu turn sendiri.

Now, x sampai seminggu je lagi nak final but I'm still melangha lagi x sedar diri. Few days after final I'm gonna be off from Malaysia. So, tell me bila nak ada cuti?

"I know your life is too busy but just bear with it for this 2 years okayh" - DR. X.

Bengang

 Bengang: dalam kamus pun x ada definisi bengang ni ape ke sebab I, si rabun ni x perasan?

M: Eh. Bukan meeting kita dekat medic fac je ke? Then, u'olls nak pergi mana ni?
Kawan A: Kitorang nak buat meeting kat fakulti la. Nak makan jugak.

Masalah yg timbul pagi-pagi buta tadi ialah apesal kawan A ni suka hati hempedu tali pusat dia je nak tukar venue meeting? Dah la sudden change! Sudden change weyh! Sudden change and last minute are the phrases that I really really reallly hate! 

Dia ingat dia leader nak tukar tempat ikut sedap hempedu dia? Lepastu ape dia ingat fakulti kitorang tu sejengkal je dengan kolej? Mohon keizinan anda semua untuk saya pelangkung dia please.

Ok. Fine. Dah tukar tempat meeting. Fine. Small matter.

When I reached at my faculty, there were not even small debris of evidence that shows me they were there. Ok. Jangan mencarut lagi please. Sabar. Then, I pusing satu fakulti, diorang memang x ada! Paham x berapa banyak masa dah bazir dekat situ. If boleh mintak ganti dah lama I mintak ganti.

Rupa-rupanya diorang dah ada dekat kolej. Masalah. Phone masing-masing out of credit ke? Ke guna payphone tahun 1972 punye?? 

One hour later,

Text message from kawan A: sayang.. u kat mana?

Agak-agak diorang ni nak makan kasut perisa ape?

 

The rewards.

The rewards that attached to Subuh prayer:

1. being safe from being a hypocrite,
2. to having light on the day of judgement, 
3. to being under Allah’s protection the whole day
4. to having laziness removed from us that day 
5. being productive

Cease the whine.

Assalamualaikum

1242 am. Still depan laptop. Menaip entry. Suddenly, feels like want to write some words here. Lagi pun dah lama x update. Skill pun dah hilang. Yeah. Boring.

I should pack up my things as I need to go back to my college at two o'clock but I've done nothing. Gah!.

It is supposed to be my holidays, I mean midsem break. Free from books, tests or even field works but why I need to go back to college as early as this? Hate it.

It ruins my mood, my holiday and whatnot. Feel so jealous with people that freely having their holidays without worrying at anything. Anything. But me? Urgh.

And the most sad thing is, this is only holiday that I have. I have no semester break. I have none of it. None. But it been cut off!

Enough whining. Lets get back to work.

Bad English isn't it? Yeah. Coz I only know how to meow at cats and bark at dogs. This is why I don't really know how to start a conversation even with my close friend.

 Salam Tahun Baru Islam. Mana khilaf tu kita ubah la jadi lebih baik. :)

Membebel bila cuti nak habis!

 Assalamualaikum and Hi people!

In another 3 days I'm gonna be one and half hour away from my home and near to Hospital Serdang. Yes. We are neighbour! How cool is that? being a neighbour with doctors and forensic specialist? Hehe.

Seriously, my holidays are on its way to finish and I hate it. Siapa la yang suka bila cuti dah habis kan? If ada memang saya salut! tehee. Selalunya, bila cuti dah nak habis mesti terjumpa bus suasana edaran lalu depan mata dua kali sehari. Tu memang petanda betul tu.

Tapi sekarang dia psycho cara lain pulak. Thru email. Macam ni.

Semua buku pasal surgery. Amboi sangat. Mentang-mentang ari tu patah hati sebab surgery result x cantik berseri-seri kan. Sentap betol wiley blackwell ni. Ye lah. Nanti setiap selasa saya update kat twitter gelabah macam mana nak jadi surgeon and anesthetist sem ni. Cuti memang relax habis. Asyik sangat makan blueberry tart and chocolate shortbread. Yummeh! 

Nak buat suture pun dah x ingat even satu step pon, the simplest suture pon dah lupa nama ape apetah lagi mesin anesthesia tu pon tah-tah dah x tau nak operate macam mana. Memang masuk surgery room masing-masing kena tadah telinga x pon kena titik tangan sebab pegang instrument salah.

Mampos!

P/S: Sape nak tolong saya buatkan reports?? Nanti saya bagi duit raya. Haha.

Sugar! owh honey honey!

Assalamualaikum!

Kalau hari raya mesti cepat je masa bejalan kan? Macam x sempat nak makan semua benda kat atas meja makcik makcik sebelah mak pakcik pakcik sebelah ayah. Kan? Tapi semua makanan manis-manis. And I know most of people nowadays whose own a blog are teenagers. Umur-umur yg dlm lingkungan 16-25. Eh. 25 tu teen ke? Haha.

So, with all those almond london, honey cornflakes and yada yada, don't you ever imagine all of those biscuit are made up of SUGAR? " Ala, masa hari raya je makan benda manis-manis, lepas ni nak on diet ". Eceh. Mana boleh tolak nak makan makanan manis-manis weyhh. haha.

Ladies,

When sugar breaks down and enter your blood, it will attach itself to protein. So, what type of protein do we have in our skin? The ones that you love the most, which are the collagen! as well as elastin. These two things help to support your flawless skin and make it youthful. When this bonding happen, it will degrade your collagen and elastin thus! causing your skin to become sagging and wrikles start to appear.

 

Cuak? Ye. Saya pun! So, lets avoid some sugar in your food and drink. Jangan la nak istiqamah sangat makan kuih raya tu ye. Plus, x kan kita nak ada diabetes masa muda and being in a serious relationship with needles and insulin? Owhhh! no!

P/s: Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin

p/s/s: Jangan balas dendam makan banyak-banyak hari raya ni tau!

Eh. Ni bukan hari raya punya gambar tahu? haha

Little sister.

Me: Alang nanti belikan lah bunga apii..

 

Alang: Nak main dengan sape?

 

Me: Main sorang-sorang la. Kita mana ada adik nak main sama-sama.

 

Alang: Pi la mintak adik sorang.

 

That's my nephew. Phew~

 

 

I'm quite good in...

Assalamualaikum and hellooooo!

You know aa, I'm sooo lazyyyy. Yeah! LAZY. Lazy breezy. Kejadahye? One of the things that I'm so lazy to do is driving. Yeah. Driving not diving. I love diving eventhough I don't have any idea how to swim. Poor me. And you may laugh now.

So, tadi saya pergi kedai beli sotong, ikan kembung bersaiz sederhana which I get confused between them and selar kuning. Gah! Kau x boleh kawen lagi Zuraini. Sibuk picit-picit ikan nak tengok dia elok lagi ke tak nasib baik x terkeluar isik perut ikan tu. Kalau x memang kena baling dengan carrot oleh tuan kedai.

After all those things are settled, the drama begun. Bukak pintu kereta, start enjin, on a/c and radio, reply message manusia, tekan pedal clutch sepenuh hati and masuk gear reverse. Yeah! I'm driving a manual car! Dad. You should proud of me. Tehee. 

Then, masuk satu lorong ni. Jumpa simpang tiga. I need to go to the right so bagi la signal ke kanan sikit. Belakang ada aunty pakai tudung putih bawak avanza gaya cikgu. Erk? On my right got two cars parking kat tepi jalan tapi makan setengah daripada jalan raya. Ni bukan parking tepi jalan ni tapi parking tengah-tengah jalan. You got me?

And here you go. Jalan tu dah la busy. Lepas tu saya nak jalan sekali enjin mati. Durhhhh. Enjin mati depan orang ramai? Malu der malu!! Ni bukan 1st time tapi dah banyakkkk kali der. Adeyh.

Now you now what is my profession. A clown with expertise in acting like a bimbo.

Selamat berbuka!

Kemanisan yang sudah hilang.

Assalamualaikum.

855 pagi 1.Ogos. Pagi-pagi dah sibuk ketak-ketuk menaip entry. Gigih betul. Tadarus x nak pulak buat. Teghok. Siapa punya blog lah ni kan. Tajuk entry fancy habis kalah langsir rumah tahun ni. Sesapa producer drama nak buat derama especially yang nak ganti dejawu di kinabalu tu boleh la ambil tajuk entry ni. Hikhik.

Orang-orang ada cakap, I mean ramai orang ada berhipotesis; semakin besar manusia semakin bosan hari raya. Besar di sini didefinisikan sebagai tua bukan TVs and phones are getting slimmer but humans are getting paunchy. Peh! Nak speaking pulak. Saja nak cover ayat x semenggah di bulan Romadhonnn ni kan.

Saya yang dah berumur ni kan rasa raya tu makin lama makin dah x umph!. Why? Dulu masa tadika tulis huruf u jadi huruf y still gigih tulis alamat kawan-kawan dari kedah sampai seremban semata-mata nak hantar kad raya. Sekarang? Diorang wish through message lagi 2 purnama baru nak reply sebab maxis sibuk gantung langsir, celcom sibuk kacau doodols.

Sungguh x indah disitu.

Dulu eksaited suruh abah hantar balik kampung. Konon nak berpuasa dengan nenek n cousin tercinta. Kudus gila alasan nak bagi dekat abah. Padahal nak berkuak kupu-kupu dalam kolah nenek bersama cousin tercinta. Tapi sekarang nenek sudah tiada abah pun turut serta. 

Hilang manis untuk kali kedua.

Sekarang anak buah saya tadika pun x convo lagi tapi dah expert guna tab. X ada makna ye dia nak berengang dengan benda tu. X ada makneyeee. So, x kan nak expect dia pegi beraya bawak tab, makan sarang semut sambil main Where's my water kan? Panas hati je anak jiran sebelah tengok. 

Pahit pulak rasanya.

Rasa macam dah cukup terang raya kali ni x semeriah 12 tahun lepas. So, apa kata kita pos kad raya nak takkkkk? Haha. Nak bagi la alamat. Till then! 

 Ada lagi ke kedai yang jual kad raya ek?

Thoughts

Assalamualaikum.

Im being too busy with all these 'duniawi' stuffs. Eh. Blog pon duniawi jugak. So, Im thinking to change. Tukar mana yg patut tukar. Lagi-lagi blog ni. Till then. :D

 

GLG

Assalamualaikum

Actually nak tweet je benda ni tapi twitter x boleh supprt pulak. That is why I post it here! To all my lovely friends, best of luck for your final and break both legs! :D

Eh. Aina jugak. Good luck future lawyer! :D

That is so ouch!

Assalamualaikum and good evening people!!~

It's been awhile I've been off from writing nonsense things here. But, hey! I've made a distance with my books, notes and sort of educational thingy except for my laptop for about 3 days and hooray for that! Hihi.

Few weeks back, I had a lecture on reproductive pathology or so-called diseases in male and female reproductive system but of course in animals only cause I'm gonna be a vet soon! But sometimes they do mentioning bout human as well cause hello! We are vet but still we are humans, righty? 

But, those only happen occasionally. It just to wake us up that had been lost in the middle of somewhere. Haha. So, back to the path again. On that hour should be this cute and funny prof come to give us a final lecture on this topic, however he came too early but his actual class was at 10 or something but thennnn he can't make it at 10. (--')

But! He asked my super, I mean not so super senior cause he graduated when I was in second year I think. I told ya! He is super brilliant guy minus his super messy hair. And now with title Dr in front of his name. How cool is that? Messy guy with checkered-box shirt with title Dr? *Drooling. But, what a vet without a messy style huh? and weird some more especially vet students and including me. Tehee.

This picture is very insignificant with ma story but just in case if you miss me. Lol.

Just call him Dr.A. He gave us a lecture for about half an hour if I'm not mistaken and there's came a Q n A session but obviously, I'm not the one who always raised my hand up in the air to ask at least a single question. Blame my so-down-to-earth way of thinking. Haha.

Then, a friend of mine ask what is this n that n bla bla * I cant remember the question. Guess what he answered to that question?________. He answered: " U should already know the answer by now. Don't chuu read the notes before attending this class? "

That is ouch isn't? This is what will happen when u've been lectured by your own senior. (--') No ways can hide your true colors. Haha. 

I'm not that busy lah!

 

Eh. X ada la busy mana pon saya ni kan? kan? kan?

See? Dah psycho gamaknya. I know korang pon busy jugak. May memang bulan paling busy untuk student macam kita ni. I know. I understand. X payah nak debate dengan saya.

So, pray for me pleaseeeeee... :D

And yeah! Best of luck for your final!

 

Penggelupuran.

Assalamualaikum

Masa praktikal hari tu kat Kluang kan, kitorang selalu ada health program especially bleeding program. Yep. Bleeding. Korang x salah baca pon. Bleeding program ni kena ambil darah kat haiwan which are cattle and buffalo.

Bukan senang dowh nak ambil darah diorang. Nak ambil pulak sampai 20-30 ekor. Macam ada air terjun dalam baju memasing. X sempat nak lap. Untung la kalau ada nurse boleh mintak dia lap kan. Ngee.

Lagi satu hal, pasal si kerbau ni. Nampak je tough, kental gagah segala tapi baru cucuk sikit mengelupur dia macam kena potong kaki x berbius. Rasa macam nak tempeleng je sekali kepala dia. Tapi sebab ada cikgu-cikgu hensem teros buat muka innocent bila kobau tu menggelupur. Lol.

Nak cari jugular vein dia lagi satu hal. Kalau kat manusia boleh gak lah tepuk-tepuk sikit baru cucuk tapi kerbau cane nak tepuk? X pepasal kau kena hempuk adalah. 3 lelaki restraint kepala kerbau sekor pon saya still rasa insecure. Dalam kepala dok terpikir, cam mane if diorang ni terlepas kepala kerbau ni? X pepasal kepala saya yg kena smash kan?

Sia-sia. Bukan setakat  hantaran berkurang, tah-tah kahwin pon x sempat. Gulp.

Ya Allah, peliharalah keselamatan & kesihatan ku. Amin.

 

Few things that can simply make me smile

 Assalamualaikum

Different person have different attitude, style, loves, likes and so do me. Macam nak tulis essay form 5 pulak ayat. (--') And this thing makes us differ from each other or in simple thought; unique.

Yeah. Unique. Pelik tu lain cerita. Maybe dengan pelik tu yang buat kita special. Oh! Sungguh positive thinking saya ni. Pui. :P Soooo, these are few random things that can easily make me smile. * taip sambil senyum kenyit mata sorang-sorang. Meghoyaaannn. Tehee.

Let's the music begin!* suare Dumbledore please.

1. smell of fresh laundry- especially the ones that been soaked with Downy passion or Softlan yg kaler purrrple tu.:D 
2. comfy pants!- I've a llllloooot with of cos, animals pattern. Hee. :D 
3. a gift? ermm.. from my family and friends- seriously, this can make me smile the whole day long! Lagi-lagi kalau suprise. Sweet!
4. My mom's cook- especially the ones that are my fav! Mcm hari tu kan, my mom visit me at UPM, ingatkan dia just bawakan lunch rupa-rupanya dia bawak skali my all-time-fav pengat@bubur@whatever. Seronok gilaaaa! Haha.
5. Comments for my entries!- of cos la sape x suka dia duduk dalam gua :P Pengkomen tegars mestilah cik IM and cik Fiera. Bunch of thanks :D
6. Roti canai!- to be precised, roti planta without sugar and roti boom. haha.

Let's clean that meow!

Cute isn't it? Haha

Seronotnyeeee dapat makan banyak-banyak. Haha

 

Result?

Assalamualaikum.

Holidayssssss! Weehu! So, boleh la nak update blog yang bersawang serangga berkaki 4 pasang. Obviously, if website ni boleh buat camtu, of cos ramai yang kena beli penyapu 6 7 meter buat sapu sawang. But now, I don't want to talk about sawang sesawang ni basically, tapi kita kena ikot tajuk la kan.

Perangai saya ni pelik sikit kot sebab bila dapat result teruk, gelabah dia time nak ambil paper dari lecturer x pon nak tengok list name result tu. Then, bila dah tengok result yang x memberansangkan langsung tu terus rasa. "Fuhhh, sebaik x fail" *Sila jangan tiru aksi ini ye adik-adik.

Abaikan mata yang sembap tu. Abaikan. Haha

Tapi, bila dapat result gempak! Apehal nak letak tanda seru sangat ni?? (--') Ok. Sambung. Bila result gempak, gelabah tu datang time nak diskus jawapan dengan lecturer. Peeehhh. Jantung macam nak berdegup kat luar thoracic cavity. Ni semua sebab dok pikir " Maybe Dr. salah tanda kot, tu yang dapat result ok"

Saya rasa otak saya semakin dia men-tua semakin pandai pshyco tuan sendiri. Hasil dia ni lah, x pernah nak confident dengan diri sendiri. Haha. Tapi bagus ape. X ada la nak ter- overconfident. Kan? 

Have a nice, safe holiday people! :D 

It is just a matter of being sick.

I'm sick of being an option for certain people.
I'm sick of people who keep comparing me with the others.
I'm sick of people who give up on me.
I'm sick of making people satisfying with what I'm doing.


Enough to say that I'm disappointed with things around me.
But I know. All of this happen for a reason.
Just bear with it and everything will be fine. InsyaAllah.

"Kejayaan x mungkin datang bergolek"

I don't know why U hate me so much :'(

Assalamualaikum

 

Dulu kita x kenal sangat tapi awak ok je.

Lepas tu kita jumpa lagi.

Mungkin saya sakiti awak. Mungkin.

Tapi tu semua untunk kebaikan awak dan saya.

 

Tadi saya nervous jugak.

Bila kena jumpa awak lagi sekali.

Untuk kali ni.

Dan lagi. Saya sakiti awak.

 

Tapi ni untuk kebaikan saya.

Mahupun generasi awak.

Tapi awak masih begitu.

Beri peluang tapi kembali memarahi.

 

Mungkin saya bukan untuk awak.

Mungkin saya patut pilih yang lain.

Banyak kemungkinan

Tapi saya berkecil hati

Kredibiliti saya diragui.

 

Maybe I should choose wildlife rather than ruminant.

Confused :(

Amalan baik diambil orang

Assalamualaikum

Have you ever heard "prasangka buruk dekat orang nanti amalan baik kita akan diambil oleh orang" Most probably masa kat padang Mahsyar nanti orang yg kita prasangka buruk kat dia tu dapat amalan baik kita. Kita pulak bankrupt. Takut kan?

I don't know how to get rid of this feeling. Teruk la. :( Tapi nama pun insan. Mudah lupa.  Tapi sekurang-kurangnya kita kena jugak cuba buang rasa macam ni jauh-jauh. X salah kan mencuba? Jangan putus harapan. Itu je.

Stay strong guys. Dia pasti akan tolong kita bila kita tolong diri sendiri. :')

Mari belajar rajin rajin

Assalamualaikum & good morning!

So, how's your new sem? Is it the same like before or tougher? Probably tougher right? Apesal nak speaking sgt ni. Mcm awkward gila je. (--') Saya budak sem 6 sekarang tapi ada lagi 4 sem nak kena abeskan lepas ni. Untungla korang yg tinggal lg sebijik or 2 bijik sem lagi nak kena harung. Pray for me please? :)

Dengan subjek2 baru plus with genius Dr buat saya jadi kerdil di mata mereka although they not look down to us but still I feel like they deserve the students that better than me. Sighs. :( Sekarang saya ada subjek surgery. Teaching us how to be a good qualified surgeon, anesthesiologist and of course, a man with good attitude towards animals.

Future veterinary surgeons

I'm soooo worry about it and other subjects too. Seriously. Ok. Mcm tulis dalam diari la pulak sekarang ni. (--') I know, korang akan ckp ala..subjek aku pun susah jugak, bukan ye subjek kau sorang je. Yes. I know, everyone's subjects are tough but everyone got their own limit right? I mean like feeling of cant make it well eventhough it doesnt begin yet.

 Bukan senang nak cari bookshop jual buku kitorang. Sobs.

Saya pulak mcm makin malas jeeee sekarang ni. Haishhh.. What should I do?? The burden is getting higher but I'm getting slower. Next month I'm gonna be busy with tests that troubling a lot of us right? Hahha. So, marilah sama2 mendoakan kejayaan masing-masing. Nanti grad boleh senyum meleret sampai cuping telinga! Adios~

 

Negatif dalam sanubari

Assalamualaikum

   

Sekarang macam tengah ada mood nak update blog 18 kali sehari tanpa muak mahupun mual walhal penulisan hanya crap semata tapi ada saya kesah? Atau pun ni salah satu cara meng-qada' dalam pem-update-an blog ke depan gara-gara cuti semester dah tinggal ciput.

 

Back to story line. Negatif. Sriyesly, like ada ke manusia yang boleh pikir positif 365 hari tanpa berhenti? Gila x waras manusia tu. Mesti duduk dalam bilik ada gambar Teletubies tuh. Musti punye. Mine, of cos ada je pikiran negatif tersisip dalam celah-celah neurons x pon bergaul mesra dengan CSF.

Ahh. Ni lah benda yang kita x nak. Ye dak? Sometimes pikir terlalu negatif buat kita jadi coward. Cth: Ishh.. X nak la naik eskalator nanti jari tersepit patah nanti kurang duit hantaran. Kejadahnye? So sorry, saya memang lame bab bab bagi contoh ni. Sume ye busuk-busuk belaka.

Anyhoo, pikiran negatif ni adakala ye bagus. Like mak mak dok pikir negatif bila anak keluar malam balik malam kang jadi pape x ke payah nak cari pertolongan coz sume manusia nyenyak dok krohh krohh. Betul x?

Lagi satu dalam relationship. Memang x sah kalau x cakap mee cintan cintun ni coz dari sekecik kecik setengah meter tinggi pun dah tahu pasal ni. Ye dak? Memang kita kena pikir negatip pun pasal partner kita. Gila bad influence saya ni. Kahkahkah

But it is trueeeee. Cer kita dok pikir positip 24 jam. Memanjang kita ajak keluar dia beralasan tahap kunci kereta kucing jiran sebelah sorokan  padahal tengah main sorok-sorok dengan anak jiran sebelah. See? Korang jugak yg sinsing lengan menyinga nanti. 

So, what I want to say here is, thinking negative is not totally a bad thing because sometimes we need it in order to save our sole and make us whole. But not too much la and I'm trying to do it so. Wish me luck! Cherioo..

Yes, love is matter to us, but..

 Assalamualaikum

  

Cerita pasal manusia yg tengah fragile. Btw, ada ke word fragility? Haha. Macam frog dah saya tengok. (--')

Sape lagi kan kalau bukan korang. Haha. I mean manusia umur-umur kita. Untuk kita-kita aje tu belum lagi k. If dah pandai memang kena pi hantar mengaji balik. As I read some blogs mostly cakap pasal benda yg sama. That 4 words. Love.

Frankly, for me, love is one of major parasite for teens. Yay or nay? This is worldwide ok. Eh. Kita ni teen lagi ke? Harharhar. Ok ok. Late teen years. *nak jugaakkkk (--') So, why I said like that? Ni sume sebab cinta, orang jadi x tentu hala. Putus cinta toksah la nak cakap. Ada yg sampai commit suicide. Right?

I know, cakap memang senangg.. *I can hear ur saying peepss! Haha. :P But we need to control it k. Saya pon ada masalah yg sama. Memang menyampahkan kan? *Brape banyak kan nak letak? So, I decide to put it on a stop. Tapi x boleh. Sebab bertepuk sebelah tangan memang x kan berbunyi. Do u get me?

Bear in mind, orang lain bukan ye senang nak paham kita. So, if kita dah decide to permanently give up on chasing him or her or hoping that they will love us back after so much good deeds we've made to 'em, just let them go ok. Biar kita sakit sekejap tapi bukan untuk selamanya.

One of my friends said, "there is someone in somewhere is made for you sayang" . *Berguna jugak kawan saya tu rupanye. * Pang! haha. :P Memang betul lah kan? So, take a deep breathhh and relax eventhough it is hurting us. If you need time to get rid of this matter or nak lari jap ke just do it ok. Pergi bercuti ke? 

Jom pi bercutiii!! Haha.. So, LBNL this is from me:

Whenever you are alone,remind yourself that Allah has sent everybody away so that it`s only between
YOU and HIM.

Takut tapi otak kena jalan.

Assalamualaikum

Bila takut lantak apa pon jadi lepastu baru perasan badan lebam sana sini. Lari x cukup tanah Kan? Typical when fear conquers us. Tadi saya dari Seremban nak g Kajang. Depan 2 kereta ada lori buat simen tu. Tahu kan? Kalau budak kecik panggil ape ek lori tu? Haha. 

I thought at first lori tu nak berhenti kat bahu jalan. Tapi sangkaan tu meleset. Just in a blink, lori tu dah tesasar ke tepi jalan sebelah sana pastu ada swift biru separuh remuk tah mana tah dia datang tersasar x jauh dari lori tu.

Orang dalam tu agak-agak jadi ape? Separuh remuk kott. Berasap. Kakak stop kereta. "Nak tolong ke x nak?" Apedaa. Adik sendiri dah beriyer bukak pintu baru nak tanye? X kan nak tutup pintu balik kot? Buruk siku namanya tu. *boleh ke camtu? haha.

Serious saya cuaks. Cuak oi. Kang kete tu meletop x ke dengan saya saya sekali goal? Tapi lantak la. Kalau dah ajal ape pon x boleh weyhh. Saya x sure orang dalam kereta tu sihat ke x. Nak tengok dari jauh dengan mata bukan 20/20 ni memang ampun la x nampak.

Sekali pintu kereta terbukak. Lega. Hidup lagi. Lintas jalan pandai sikit dari ayam semata-mata nak cepat sampai kat kereta tu. "Eh, ok x ni? Kuar cepat dari kereta ni. Cepat cepat" *sambil tarik tangan dia. Sweetkan saya? Pui! Haha.

Gelabah ayam memang tran tang tang la nampak. Macam saya yg accident, dia pulak tukang tolong. X sempat nak control ayu time tu. *double pui! Haha. Then, orang bergugus datang tolong. Alhamdulillah..

So, untuk awak yg ber-swift biru moga awak berdua sihat sejahtera. Terima kasih sebab buat saya hepi. *tetbe? Bukan bukan. Saya hepi sebab awak berdua selamat. Hoho.

LBNL, drive safely friends :)

The social outcast person.

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah, I'm home! Kluang dah ditinggalkan jauh lebih 2 marhalah ke selatan Seremban. Tapi kenangan dan ilmu saya bawak balik. Simpan dalam poket kemas kemas. Hee. :D Tinggal kerbau lembu kambeng yg comel lotey plus handsome managers. Haha!

Basically, I just want to write 'bout this. I mean, the social networks like FB, twitter and so do blog. I've deactivate my FB account due to few reasons. Like final exam? Gila nerd kan I ni? Haha. :P. But then my friends suruh buat twitter pulakkk. Saya berkira-kira nak buat coz nanti saya pikir dia akan senasib dengan FB jugak.

For me social networks both have pros n cons. Right bloggers? Sape sape yg ada hati kecil mungkin x cukup nak tampung pedih dunia sosial alam maya. So, think twice when deciding to have few accounts of social networks. Ni untuk kesejahteraan awak jugak, bukan orang kiri kanan.

One of my cats I mean, friends told me that I'm a social outcast people. It makes me think 'bout it. Tapi x ada heartache pon. Chill. Haha. Rasanya mcm betul je. Lol. Tadi petang, I've decided to explore twitter website. Nahh! I've made one for me! Macam buat kek pulak cakap macam ni. (--') Haha.

I love blue more than pink. Trust me. Haha

So, lets shake hands and make friends bebeh! :D I love to make few. Ermm..Actually, a lot! Hee :D So, do follow me on twitter. Tegur je.. Mana tahu kita boleh kawan-kawan. Hoyeah! * Apesal malam ni tetbe meroyan? trololol.

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Assalamualaikum 

Hello spangler! Rindunyeeee kat blog! *jerit sambil tutup mata. Haha. I'm still in Kluang. Ni last week kitorang ada kat sini. Jumaat balik rumah! Weehuu! Apesal ayat macam orang x pernah balik rumah 28 35 hari? Apesal apesal? Ahhh. Korang x paham sindrom orang kena praktikal setiap sem. Macam otak kurang skru. Tahu? 

Korang punya penternakan lemak selama 3 minggu amacam? Ada sukses? Bagus bagus. Saya jugak yg maintain slim. Auw. Haha. Berapa banyak duet dah dilaburkan? Ala. Toksah la ckp pasal duet. Saya kat sini duet keluar x setanding kekerapan air kat Sunway Lagoon tu ditukar. Indah betul kalau duet masuk je even x payah buat pape. ahh.. Kalau tu memang indah. Ye dak?

Isnin mesti sume macam dok malas malasan. So, kitorang x buat pape sgt hari ni. Manager in charge dengan berbesar hati bg pelepasan awal. aishhh. Comel betol. Ada ke patot dia suruh saya kawen ngn 2nd manager? X patot tahu? Saya profesional. Mana boleh kawen ngn org bawahan sebab laki ni ego. X nak pompuan lebih dari dia. Setuju? Tehee. :P

Besok baru buat keje sikit.*sambil patah patah kan jari. Bajet macho abes la tu ha? Haha. Besok maybe kitorang kena ambil darah lembu. Kadang-kadang rasa macam Cullens family plak bila asyik dok amek darah lembu kobau kambeng and the list goes on and on and on. 

Sebenarnya banyak nak tulis tapi x ada olang mahu baca. Tu la masalahnya. So , bagi x nampak  awkward, awful or what so ever, baik stop bluffing and get to work.Peace out!

Skali skala amek darah ikan paus baru awesome possum!!

Cuti sehari je yeop!

Assalamualaikum

Praise to God I've done with all my papers! Weeho! Tp exam kali ni memang mengancam abes. Abes abes. (--') Sampai melecet lecet jari jari dok menulis x henti henti tp still x cukup masa gak! Grrr.. Whatever la kan. Sume dah lepas. Sekarang nak rehatkan jari jari bagi mulus balik. Euw. Hahha

So, cuti sem kali ni x panjang mana pon sebab saya busy ber-lembu lembu dekat Kluang sana. Sape orang Kluang angkat tangan please. Lembu kat sana baik baik x? Ke nakal? Are u nut Zuraini? Eh eh. Kat sana tempat makan apa yg sedap ek? X kan ari ari saya nak buat lembu salai kot.

Hello everybodyy!

To those yg x abes abes exam lagi. Padanla muka. Sape suruh start exam lambat kan. Haha. Evil abes. (--') Aishh. Sriyes x tau nak membebel apa la. Owh ya. Thanks to those yg bagi kata kata semangat. Semangat dengan berkata kata. Terharu. :') Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.


Ha! Lagi satu. Saya x tau la nape mcm in certain blog I cant comment. Saket jiwa den! U know that I loveeee mengomen orang orang punya post? Best tau? Haha. Malangnya, sekarang ni kena kurangkan kegiatan tu gara gara x boleh nak komen. Sadis lah cm ni. Haiyaa.

This is not the right time

Assalamualaikum

Lately, I tend to express my feeling here. Dont exactly know why. Thinking that this is the only medium that I can use to deliver it well. Erk? X kesah la. Most of u doesnt know me. Am I right? Hee.

I've done with my my pharmacology paper. It's terrible. I told u. It's terrible! And I'm scared enough to wait for the result. Please dont fail. Pleaseeeeee.... Nanti kena extend setahun habisla umur muda I! Euw! Zuraini, that is euw! Haha.

Masa tengah nazak dengan exam ni la ada jeee problem. And I hate it when I've to cope with stress in study and also with my personal problem. Sedih tahu. Saya tahu ni dugaan but please give me some space as I gave it to you. Yes. YOU.

I dont think this is the right time nak buat hati saya kacau bilau like u always do but u never ever realize it. Please. Saya x tahu bila la saya nak immune ngn benda benda mcm ni. Sometimes rasa menyampah pon ada. Sobs.

Kadang-kadang rasa malu dgn Allah. Bila susah sedih baru nak nanges nanges depan Dia. Padahal Dia la yg x pernah tinggalkan kita time susah ke senang ke. Dia je yg dengar rintihan satu persatu. O Tuhan ku mohon ketabahan hati untuk terus hidup. 

Trima kasih atas segalanya. Terutama nikmat yg satu ini. Islam. :) Saya tahu saya ada Allah dan saya x patut layan perasaaan ni and stop hoping Zuraini. Saya tahu awak awak yg baca ni baik baik. Please pray for me. Thanks :D

Frankly, I'm so dissapointed with u. I wish u never come back to my life.

Mcm malu la plak tulis mcm ni. Haha!