This is not the right time

Assalamualaikum

Lately, I tend to express my feeling here. Dont exactly know why. Thinking that this is the only medium that I can use to deliver it well. Erk? X kesah la. Most of u doesnt know me. Am I right? Hee.

I've done with my my pharmacology paper. It's terrible. I told u. It's terrible! And I'm scared enough to wait for the result. Please dont fail. Pleaseeeeee.... Nanti kena extend setahun habisla umur muda I! Euw! Zuraini, that is euw! Haha.

Masa tengah nazak dengan exam ni la ada jeee problem. And I hate it when I've to cope with stress in study and also with my personal problem. Sedih tahu. Saya tahu ni dugaan but please give me some space as I gave it to you. Yes. YOU.

I dont think this is the right time nak buat hati saya kacau bilau like u always do but u never ever realize it. Please. Saya x tahu bila la saya nak immune ngn benda benda mcm ni. Sometimes rasa menyampah pon ada. Sobs.

Kadang-kadang rasa malu dgn Allah. Bila susah sedih baru nak nanges nanges depan Dia. Padahal Dia la yg x pernah tinggalkan kita time susah ke senang ke. Dia je yg dengar rintihan satu persatu. O Tuhan ku mohon ketabahan hati untuk terus hidup. 

Trima kasih atas segalanya. Terutama nikmat yg satu ini. Islam. :) Saya tahu saya ada Allah dan saya x patut layan perasaaan ni and stop hoping Zuraini. Saya tahu awak awak yg baca ni baik baik. Please pray for me. Thanks :D

Frankly, I'm so dissapointed with u. I wish u never come back to my life.

Mcm malu la plak tulis mcm ni. Haha!