try harder my dear!!

who wants to be in a gloomy n dark world right??
but we can't eventually run from it.


not every seconds we can be happy
but not every minute we can be sad


that's why im trying to left all my tears thingy
behind
but its not an easy task right?


i wonder why
I feel like this
*words can't explain it meyh!*


feeling useless
selfish sometimes
lonely
incomplete
and been ignored by others


I tried to be more cheerful
but it doesn't lasts long
what can i do now??


trying harder n harder
till your last breath
to put on a smile on your face?
a true smile
not a fake smile


peo[le said
smile can make you pretty
huhu
yep.
I'm smiling right now
but inside I'm broken
*do fix me well*